Monday, June 30, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 7:01 PM
Okay, this was a dream too. Also as ugly as the other dream I had mentioned earlier (human terror). This one is close to my heart. Something to do with a special someone in your life (some of you). Your mama dearest. For the first few hours after Melvin Chew made us realize the importance of our parents in our life, I thought that I will love my mum very well (my dad and I have a okay-okay relationship-because he gives me my cash). Then when I reached home after that day's session (which was my b'dae. If you didn't wish me, no point in wishing me now), my mum started naging...naging...naging. That was when I re-realized, my mum and I can never agree with each other and never cooperate. Everytime I curse my mum. She and her nags. I don't know how I am still mentally stable after hearing her all her nagings. That dream came to my sleep two nights ago. Was seeping peacefully. May be snoring (hopefully not)? I was dreamt of a terrible car collision between a container truck and a lory. Those two vehicles were just the bread of the sandwich. And the centre of the sandwich was my...my...my mum. She was rushed to the hospital. She was warded in the I.C.U. Her skin was terribly damaged. The doctors couldn't save her. She..She..She died. I don't know why. How. She just died. My world was torn apart. Chaos was inside me. Every single thing would remind me of her. I would cry every now and then. Glad that it was only a dream. But my mum isn't some immortal girl. She will die one day. It just can happen anywhere, anytime. You never know where danger lurks.I still find my mum irritating. Not as much as I used to find her earlier. I have begun to treasure her. Just like I treasure myself. So should you. You only realize the pain when you experience. Treasure your parents before it is too late.
Thursday, June 19, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 5:22 PM
Well, we all know that even cute children are not spare from the murderous disease cancer. And this cancer can be cured. But for during the treatment, chemotherapy, the children loose their hair. All of it. In our generation, hair is life. No hair, no reason to show off. Hair is our ego. But what about those children who don not have hair? Do they have no life? People make fun of their baldness. When they should appreciate the fact that they have the will to live. They have the power to go through all the tough treatment. Recently, when I had gone down to fetch my brother from the school bus, I saw this poster which caught my eye. It was about the Children's Cancer Society Singapore. The poster included 4 people who were bald. A grandmother, a father, a young girl and a child. They are all bald. You might have seen this poster. The bald child is a victim of cancer. And if you notice carefully, you will see that the child will be smiling. Cancer and smile. Try that. The poster said that "We might not understand the ordeal these children are going through. But we can support them in their ordeal by shaving bald." In the poster they included that on 6 July they will be having some programme in which you can shave bald. I felt my family should play a part. I told my dad that he and Baby (my brother) can go there and shave. Then he asked me, why don't I do it too. I was like what?. I am a girl. Hair is life. I told him that. And also included that people will laugh at me like hell! But he replied that I can be a source of inspiration for all the girls. Come on! Give up your hair to support! I am so not gonna do that! But I thought about it. I feel like doing it, but something inside me is refraining me from doing it. My ego? Maybe.But boys are no excuse, man. I am referring to you, Joel Chan. Boys should not have that feeling. They should have no shame. they are supposed to do do that when they go for NS. So if boys, if you do not want to shave, then I recommend you to shave. You have to do it when you ae 18. So maybe you can shave now to 'mentally prepare' yourself.
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& spongebob is cute 5:22 PM
Forget about what I had posted on the illogical grown ups show, if you read the begining of it. I deleted it as I have abandoned mission. Remember I posted about the 300 children missing earlier? If you haven't, read it. Because this post is based on that. Well, they are missing for their organs, aren't they. And those organs are to be used for those richy rich people who need organ transplant. If they don't get a transplant, they will die. So those 3oo children's organs are going to be used for another 300 (or more) people to save their lives! So if 300 lives are lost, another 300 lives will be saved. I am not saying that those behind this scam are doing total good or total bad. But it is up to human generosity if they want to donate an organ. They shouldn't be forced. I will say it is 95% bad. Also those behind this is doing for money. Well this is my review. After this I will close this topic, provided I find out something about it.
Sunday, June 8, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 11:09 PM
Just today, I was watching a competition between families. It was the elimination round. And in it were Roy family and another family. Being a Roy, I also supported Roy. My heart was thumping furiously.
That was when my father came to the living room. And he announced to the family that about 300 children in India were missing! 300! Whoa! A lot of kids! I thought I knew why they are missing. I told my family about what I felt. I felt that those innocent kids were kidnapped for their body organs and precious blood. Even as I am writing this, I am having a weird inexpressible feeling. Like sort of scared,worried.
When I heard this I was like completely freaked out. I was asking my father, can't UN do anything about it? Can't Commonwealth do anything about it? Can't the police of the world, America do anything?
These things had happened a few years ago (not so sure how many years ago, may be a decade) also in India. A lot people were kidnapped. Then later people found their dead bodies in a drain. They had their major organs missing. For some, too much blood was drained out. You know who did all those? Doctors! They are supposed to be saviors and angels. But those doctors are doctors just in name. We should not think all doctors are like that. Those doctors who do that are a stigma, a blemish not only on doctors but also on humans.
Those organs and blood were sold for what? Stupid, good for nothing, useless, and the classic, money! As I am writing this, I, Bidisha Roy's eyes are brimming with tears. A lot of tears.
And now, history is repeating itself. At first this was ignored when a handful were missing. That is already quite bad. You know why they were ignored? The dumb, good for nothing, fatty, lazy, useless and always accepting bribe Indian Police Force said, “Oh, exams are nearing. You must have scolded or had beat them too much and they were scared. So they ran away from home!” What a lame excuse. Even I, a pathetic liar, won't use this kind of excuse.
Okay! Let's say the kids really ran away from home. But will 300 kids run away from home? And those idiotic police still dare to use this excuse even after knowing estimated 300 kids are missing! Oh ya, those idiots did not even bother to know that children were missing. Some humans rights group found out! Hate those *tut *tut *tut police!
Indian police were forever useless. Always accepting bribes. In the movies, they will show, Indian police so righteous! Reality is cold! Thai police and Indian police are very alike.
If I were there when the police said that excuse, I don't know how many tight slaps and martial arts I would do on them. I mean... I can already hear the 'PHAs' (sound effects when tightly slapped). I would also abuse them. If I were not to be an Indian, I don't know what I would do to those idiots.
It comes back to national identity. Am I proud to be an Indian? If no, should the police and law be a factor of me being ashamed of my nation? I AM proud to be an Indian. It is the feeling everyone should have in them. Of course, in every nation, there will be ugly citizens (with retrospection from Miss Chia's blog entry about the Sichuan Quake). But so ugly?
When I hear in the news, in china and all those third world countries have these kind of things, I don't feel like what I am feeling now. I can forget it in a few seconds. But this one, it has been hours since I heard it. And I can't get over it. Is this national sense? Should I feel like this for every country, regardless of if I hate them or I have no connection with them? Is this feeling only meant for my own nation? Is it wrong for me to NOT feel like this towards other nations?
I might have been very harsh to the wrong doers. But they deserve it. Or do they deserve more? Or less? I don't know if I should say this or not, but I want them to burn in the fire of hell.
Coming back to the story of the 300 kids being missing. If you have humility in you please 'waste' a minute praying for them. If everyone dedicates a minute of prayer to them, God won't ignore those prayers. Please... Pray for them. If not as an Indian, as a human.
Now as my tears start flowing freely from my eyes in the confined walls of my room, I shall end this post and pray for the kids out there suffering in silence.
Monday, June 2, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 5:53 PM
May be you think, I am scared of bees and dentists. Now, I no longer am afraid of them. Now I am afraid of Human Terror.Last night, I dreamt of perhaps the worst dream I have ever dreamt of. It was silent reading time in the hall. Pretty normal scenario, huh? "Bang! Bang! Bang! We have got the building surrounded. You would not want to make a noise or move!"We all heard this really nasty voice. Sounded pretty much like my Japanese course teacher... That accent. A few of us were really scared. I too was. But I wasn't expressing it. I mean I am the girl in da class. I am not supposed to be scared.We look around and see Japanese. In their military suits. With riffles and bayonets! Why are they here? Screams. More gunshots. School is hijacked. Everyone is so scared. Then I realise I need to elope. I need to secure my life. Secretly, I manage to slip out unnoticed. At this point of time, I see another boy who also managed to slip out like me. But we chose different routes to get out of the second floor. He chose the stairs which leads to the canteen. I chose to take the stairs via the staffroom (the long passageway behind the flagpoles in the quadrangle). As soon as I cross the entrance to the staffroom (the door which Mrs Goh uses), I noticed a Japanese soldier stationed there. I decided to turn back. Too late! That chap notices me. I decided to play innocent. I pretended to just walk around. That guy eyes me. I am too scared. "Erm...Hi uncle! nice shirt!" these words came out of my mouth. I know it sounds nooby, but what will you do when you face death in the eye? "Bye little girl. Your shirt's nice. But only for now," he said coldly. He takes out a knife. Upon seeing that, I run with all my life! That guy runs behind me too. At this point of time, I wake up. I look at my watch. It is 3.45 am in the morning. There is a saying between the old folks that the dreams seen in the morning comes true. Will this...? I don't dare to think about it. It is a super scary dream! I don't ever want to dream about it! But people actually went through this during 1942 and 1945! How did they feel? I mean, I am just dreaming. I can snap out of it anytime. But those people couldn't just snap out. They had to live through it. I am only dreaming of these. People out there are living through this. They are experiencing nightmares every moment. All these happened during:The Japanese Occupation (1942-1945)World War II (1942-1945)World War ICivil WarsRegular wars between India and Pakistan over Kashmir eg. Kargil War 2001.When I have mentioned about the regular wars about India and Pakistan, let me go deeper into this. They have wars over Kashmir. Though Kashmir has been split in to 2 for them. They are not contented with half of Kashmir. They want the whole of Kashmir. Kashmir is supposed to be heaven on earth. The views are breath-taking. I heard it is a splendid place. But the 2 nations have turned this heaven into a battlefield. Blood everywhere.Wait there are side-effects! Kashmiris (people of Kashmir) have been influenced by the wars. Kashmiris are turning in to terrorists. I always wanted to see Kashmir. But my parents warn me. You never know when or where a bomb is blasted. Not only a natural beauty is being destroyed, but lives are being lost. Sigh....But why are humans being like that? They can contribute so much to the human race. People such as Mahatma Gandhi, Albert Einstein, Lee Kuan Yew are model humans (nobody is perfect). But why are people like Saddam Hussain, Hitler, Osaman bin Laden are....like....that? What Influences them? Religion? Those people can be more vicious than the most deadliest snake (kills in less than 2 seconds). They make innocents suffer and suffer. Then they slow-poison those people and eventually kill them. So mean! To conclude, Human Terror is the worst Terror.
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& spongebob is cute 3:13 PM
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& spongebob is cute 1:19 PM
If you have siblings younger than you (pre-schoolers), this may apply to you. They must be watching those kind of pre- schooler shows like Dora The Explorer and Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. You must have caught at least one glimpse of those shows. How do you think those shows are? Nonsensical?! That is exactly what I am going to post about today.These shows hardly make sense! I mean, say some magical words like 'miska mooska mickey mouse' and a whole clubhouse appear? Not only is it lame, but also it does not make sense. And what kind clubhouse is it? Say anything you want and some 'toodles' appears. But why are the pre-schoolers attracted to these shows?Remember, kids are attracted to cute things. The smart creators of these shows make the characters very cute and attractive. The creators want to teach the kids to talk and numerical stuff. But they lack sense.These shows not only lack sense but also lack emotions. When something bad happens, Dora just smiling. So does Mickey Mouse.I know the shows want to give the kids an idea of the word, but they should be logical...What I feel is that, the shows need to be realistic. They are forgetting that the objective of these shows is to teach. If they are going to showcase such illogical stuff the innocent kids will learn the illogical stuff. Those illogical things that makes no sense in the real world. These kids are living in the real world.
