Hi Guys, waiting for my flight, 3.30p.m. this afternoon. Won't be back till 6th January 2008. But I won't leave matters undone. First of all a ''forgiveness seeking'' letter to all of those who have known me since P1. To all of them whom I have offended knowingly/unknowingly. But for the following people, I'd like to seek for a super forgiveness. The order of names has no priority order. It's random. Here it goes.
HongHui...
Sorry for that night, when I made a harsh phone call to you, said all kinds of nasty things to you. But I was in an impulsive mode. I did not really say things to you thoughtfully. After that call, I started to cool down &reflect on what I had done. It was probably the most nasty thing I had ever done to somebody. Well, may be not.
I think the most nasty thing that I have ever done is to frame a girl in my mother tounge school. What happened was that I was irritated with her following me everytime. So, I shouted at her "Hey you nerd! Don't you have anything else to do rather than to follow me &leave your wretched footsteps everywhere??"Of course the above dialouge is a censored one. The actual one actually had vulgarities. And then a catfight broke out. I had long nails that time. I did the unthinkable. I scratched that girl's hands till it bled. She threatened to tell the teachers. And I challenged her to do so.
Thus, we found ourselves walking towards the General Office. While walking down the stairs, me &my ex-friend decided to twist the story. We had some chilli sause with us. Using water, we made it more liquid type &blood-like. We spread that ''solution'' on our hands. We put the remaining chilli sause in our eyes, to make fake tears come out. Upon reaching the office, the girl told the teachers the real story. After which, me &my ex-friend told them the fake story. With "blood &tears". The tears managed to do the trick. And my ex-friend &I won. The girl was to stay back after school for 3 hours to clean up the school.
So may be that was more nasty. But I am sorry to make that phone call. Very SORRY. T.T Oh ya, remember about the fake friends I said? That was a fake. Complete Fake. And about me being your "pity" friend. Well, honestly that was the case last year. But as we went ahead in life, to me our friendship turned out to be... not pity. It was real. Real like any other friendship. And reflecting on those SMSes of yours, some of them, to me, are true. I hope I am blessed enough to recieve your forgiveness. May God bless you. Have a wonderful time in Secondary School &happy holidays! :D
Shafinaz...
Well, I don't know how exactly things heated up between us. Or I just don't remember. But I am just sorry if it started with me. And I definately am keeping my fingers crossed for a pleasant friendship...
God/Allah bless you. May He bestow you with a wonderful life with even more wonderful friends.
Eunice...
Sorry for slapping &chubbying you. It might have hurt you a lot right? And sorry for doing other kinds of stuff like hitting you or calling you "Eunuch" or "Noob". But I suggest you to keep Uniball Signo. It's a nice brand. LOL! Oh ya, sorry for going overboard with "kns"! But he is not kns! He has a proper name, kays! And I like love it!! God bless...
I don't really remember the rest but if I have not included you, but yet offended you, then I am sorry....
Saturday, November 15, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 5:21 PM
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real blue Stay at home talking on the telephone We would get so excited and we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels
As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels
As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever
La, la, la, la: Yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la: We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever
Remember the Chorus, it is the most meaningful...
Friday, November 14, 2008 •
& spongebob is cute 8:21 PM
Hey Friends/Amigos, here I am, after around 2 months, blogging. I am starting to treasure every moment in CKPS. Laugh at funny &silly incidents. Get angry at myself for being stupid/immature.
Well, let's start shall we?!
Hmmm... Let's discuss about the main reason why I had stopped blogging. PSLE.
~ENGLISH
**LC
I took the exam along with my Mother Tongue LC at Tiong Bahru Examination Hall. Quite easy. Aiming for 20, or the usual 19. Not lesser than that!
**ORAL
I think I have gone through that earlier. Well, target is 27-30.
**PAPER 1(COMPOSITION &SITUATIONAL WRITING)
For compo, I used the secret passage(very first compo of 2008) plot. Drugs. Because of which I am aiming for 33-37. Why isn't the maximum 40? Let's face the fact, neither am I perfect nor have I ever scored 38-40. It is better if we target what we know we can achieve, lest to fall from the sky (Hindi idiom: आकाशसेगिरना) &hurt ourselves mentally (physically?).
For Situational Writing, my sixth sense is telling me no full marks this time. Aiming for 13-15. This time the maximum is full marks as I had gotten full marks in Situational Writing before. In fact, for the whole of 2008 CAs &SAs, I have been getting full marks. Anyway, its just sixth sense, not God, not the markers.
**PAPER 2
VERY VERY EASY!!! Gosh! That was damn easy! I took 45 minutes to finish Paper2! And I checked the paper thoroughly more than 3 times!! Thanks to my short term memory loss, I don't remember exactly how many times I had checked the paper. OE Comprehension was easy to understand &answer. Aiming for 80-93. But is it a good news or bad? Are you shocked? Good news because there is a high chance that I score near full marks kind of marks. But don't forget, it's near full marks, not full marks. If I felt that this paper is easy, then even the high scorers like Farah, Adorabelle &even the Gifted students must have felt the same. So they will score Full Marks! Die Die Liao!!!!
~MATHEMATICS
Okay-Okay. A little easy. Aiming for 83-95. During the exam, I went a little berserk. For the easy questions, I was getting stuck! My brain simply refused to obey my mathematical commands! I could not calculate! But that would last for a minute or so. But that every single minute counts! Lucky for me, I had enough time to check the paper once.
~MOTHER TONGUE
**LC
Okay. Easy. Good. Aiming for a usual 20.
**ORAL
I guess I have posted about that previously. Hence, I won't talk much. It went smooth. I didn't pause to "look for correct vocabulary". So that will secure me 3 marks, I guess. And my alphabetical pronunciation was perfect, most likely. So that will be another 5 marks, I guess. So total for oral will be about 57/60? I guess.
**PAPER 1(COMPOSITION)
Hmmm... Before the exam I read a touching story about...Never mind! I am too lazy to type! Simply go to http://sixsix08.blogspot.com &look for the post on a sister &mother's death. That is the structure of my plot. Added emotions. Well, the reason why I used that plot is easy, I addaed a double climax story structure-something taught by MC, but not by my M.T. Teachers. So, I "recked" my brain and figured there would probably be only 2 markers as there aren't much students. Also, MOE won't allow teachers from my school to mark our school's pupil's papers. Hence, the papers will be exchanged with the other school teaching the same language, which has 2 teachers only. Thus, of all compositions, if they see one &only one with 2 climaxes, won't they award me with more marks for creativity?! Ahhhh, smart move. So my target is 33-37.
**PAPER 2 As you people know, since CA1, my marks have been improving by 10marks. The last time it was 82. So based on that, I predict a 92. But, the paper was very easy. So you might want to add an extra 3 marks or so. Not bad, eh?!
~SCIENCE
Ahhh, the dreaded subject... So far, this year, my results aren't that good. Previously it would be between 70s &80s. Now, it is between 60s &70s. Well, right on time, I managed to solve the unsolved mystery of why my standard had gone down. Or so. Well you see, I would draw concept maps, notes etc etc in my Biology book. But this year I didn't!! How could I had not done that! Arrrhhhh! So recently, just about a week before PSLE Science, I had been doing lots of them. So is my conclusion correct? If yes, that should secure another 10 marks.
******************SO THAT'S MY REVIEW ON PSLE AS A WHOLE :D********************
P.S. Most of you people should know by now that I am a MAJOR SHAHRUKH KHAN FAN.
So, I spent the whole of the morning &afternoon wactching his movies. Apparently, one of the movies, Om Shanti Om/OSO, had 3 phrases/quotes that I thought were meaningful for us.
1st: If you really want something from your heart, then the whole universe will make an effort to make you achieve it. अगरदिलसेकुछपानाकहतेहो, तोसाडीकायनाततुमसेउसे मिलानेकीकोशिशमेंलगजाताहै। (Agar dil se kuch pana chate ho, to saari kayanath tumse use milane ki koshish mein lag jata hai. )
2nd: If you find hard, you will find even God. You definitely did not find hard. धुन्दनेसेतो भगवनभीमिलजाताअगर।तुमनेज़रूरदिलसेनहीढूंडा। (Dhundne se to bhagvan bhi mil jata hai. Tumne zaroor dil se nahi dhunda.)
3rd: If the end is not well, it is not the end। The film is still not finished! अगरअंतभलानही होताहै, तोवोअंतनहीहै।पिक्चुरेअभीभीबाकिहै, मेरेदोस्त! (Agarantbhalanahihotahai, to vo ant nahi hai. Picture abhi bhi baki hai!)
Anyways, if you think the dialouge is good, then just to tell you that OSO wasn't the best movie of the year. It was the second best movie, first being another ShahRukh Khan movie, Chak De India!. I suggest Singaporeans/non-Indians don't watch it as it is a patriotic movie.
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