Aaaarrgghh! Never post for a long long time. Dead liao. I don't believe how lazy I have gotten. I am the laziest bum. Yay me(sarcastic). Mid year is round the corner. And I just had a broken friendship with xxx from Changkat. Its really amusing(in the negative way) that how it took 6 years to build my friendship with xxx. And how it took less than a moment to break it. I dont blame her. Nor do I blame myself completely. We just have have totally different perspectives of life. It had to crash one day or the other. And it has crashed. To be honest, I dont know how our friendship managed to pull through the 6 years of primary school despite our many differences. Well, I wouldnt say that throughout our friendship in primary school we were happy all the times. There were ups &downs. But we could sort out our differences soon 'cos we knew that we could meet each other the next day. But now, she is in another place and I am in another. The chances that we will meet soon is damn little. And we cant communicate via Internet. 'Cos in a fit of anger/depression, we both severed all means of communication. However, if she sends a request or whatsoever, I will, without any hesitation, accept. But I doubt if she ever will. Or has she forgotten about us already? I dare not send her a request or whatsoever. 'Cos I'm kiasu. I know I should but...Oh well never mind. There is no point in crying over spilt milk. If God wills it, then we shall be friends again. :D

**Sighs**

Also quite upset about JingWei's new behaviour towards me. Like he hates me to the core. Well, we were good friends about a month ago. So what on earth stirred up? I wish we could be friends again. And I wont mind if he says ShahRukh Khan eats crows. Or will I? I seriously hate what has come over us. I miss the good old times when we used to talk at Science Labs. I want it back. I dont exactly know how all started. I think it started about a week to SYF Choir. He was like emo-ing. A lot. He started being cold towards me. I thought it's the SYF stress and it would be over as soon as SYF is over. Well, he isn't that cold, but still cold. I seriously hope everything gets back to normal. &if it is my fault why he is like that, then I AM SOOO SORRY. :)

Mid years... Getting stressed up. White hairs? Nope. Not yet, at least. I see it coming in my 'O' level year. &I'm getting soo vain. I just counted the amounts and types of cosmetics I won, and it is alarmingly high. When I asked Jazztine to tell me how vain am I from a scale of 1 to 10, she said I am not vain what. Then I explained my cosmetics data to her. She said it is normal for teen girls to want to look good. Then she called herself abnormal 'cos she doesnt care about how she looks. LOL.

That's all for now folks! &thank me for updating!